Sunday, October 28, 2012

In life...



“‘In the last days, God says, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your young men will see visions, your old men will dream dreams. Acts 2:17

          In life as well as in literature... seriously an interesting phrase that I was taught to use in highschool to write English papers. Isn't literature often based on real-life experience, making the phrase infinitely true. Can you write on anything that is completely imagined, or did something have to happen for you to think that very thing? I'm not sure, sometimes I am confused as to which is reality and what is imagined. I mean, where do our dreams really come from. Why do I dream about a certain person, or an event that has never taken place. God can give us dreams, yes, but my dreams are not always godly. In the bible god gave dreams to kings and rulers that had need of interpretation and turned out to be of great importance. Joseph interpreted dreams and Jacob had a dream about a stairway to heaven. God spoke in dreams, and he definitely can do so today. I don't hear about it though, and I have to wonder if it's because we are not open to the possibility that some of our dreams could mean something. What if we were to pray before going to bed,  for a dream, a dream with meaning. God could definitely answer with a no, but another answer is possible. Yes. Yes, I can give you a dream with meaning, Yes I can tell you something while you dream, Yes you can have good dreams, Yes. What would you do with that though, would you ask God for an interpretation, or simply say, that was nice. Sometimes I think that we don't try hard enough in our relationship with God, we WANT it to be easy, so we do the minimum. We go to church on Sunday, and.... well what else do you do? Do you read your bible once in.... hmmm when was the last time? What about devotions, or simply just being still and waiting on God, maybe listening to him for a change. Do you JUST go to him when you have a problem or do you thank him for all the blessings. When a situation arises, do you immediately ask him what you should do, or are you SO busy trying to plan your own life that you don't stop and ask, "God, what are your plans?"

Genesis 20:5-7     Judges 7:13     Acts 2:17         Genesis 40:8        Daniel 1:17

Genesis 41:1       Joel 2:28       Genesis 37:5       Genesis 31:10-12  1 Kings 3:5   

Jeremiah 23:32    Genesis 41:32   Matthew 1:20

 

 

 

 

 

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Lawn Mowers

“I have chosen the way of faithfulness; I have set my heart on your laws.” Psalm 119:30

Follow God’s example, therefore, as dearly loved children and walk in the way of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God. Ephesians 5:1-2


Instructions: Sit in the seat and steer

Walk behind and maneuver to where you want it to go.

stand behind, and try to keep up!

Today was a day of mowing. Now we have three lawn mowers, the riding lawn mower (above), and two others that you walk behind. One a little more difficult to steer (center) and the other that is "self-propelled" (right). I got to thinking . Say that we compare ourselves to the  lawn mowers, and God to the gardener.
There is the riding lawn mower that gives control to the person riding to steer and go easily, there is the one that is difficult to maneuver and takes considerable effort, and finally the one that is very eager to go but is therefore difficult to keep up to. Which one are you?

Do you submit to God's will and seek him,
Job 22:21, “Submit to God and be at peace with him; in this way prosperity will come to you.

Hebrews 12:9-10, Moreover, we have all had human fathers who disciplined us and we respected them for it. How much more should we submit to the Father of spirits and live! They disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, in order that we may share in his holiness.
Or are you difficult and fight against what God is calling you to do, 2 Chronicles 13:12, God is with us; he is our leader. His priests with their trumpets will sound the battle cry against you. People of Israel, do not fight against the Lord, the God of your ancestors, for you will not succeed.”

Or do you try to get ahead and therefore come to harm
2 John 1:8-10;  Anyone who runs ahead and does not continue in the teaching of Christ does not have God.

Which one are you?

Anger...>?

Psalm 78; Jeremiah 10:23-24; Nahum 1:2-4
  Ephesians 4:25-27,  Therefore each of you must put off falsehood and speak truthfully to your neighbor, for we are all members of one body.   “In your anger do not sin”[a]: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.

After reading that scripture it seems as though God is recognizing that there will be times when we are angry but that we should not REACT out of that anger and therefore do ourselves and others harm. We need to RESPOND instead out of love instead. Which means forgiveness and reconciliation.

Psalm 86: 15, But you, Lord, are a compassionate and gracious God, slow to anger, abounding in love and faithfulness. 

God himself is slow to anger.... I think this means thinking before you let anger take hold and maybe even recognizing the consequences that could take place if you do react in anger. There are times when God gets angry, so anger in itself is not a sin, it is what we do with our anger that can lead to sin. God's anger is different and since we are more likely to sin out of anger, we need to be careful. So when anger takes hold in a situation, when someone does something that you know is wrong and you justify that anger, be careful what you do or say. Ask God for the right words, or even rather if you should speak at all.

James 1:19-21, My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires. Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.
 So,  is it  better to forgive the person and leave them to God, If we know that God is a just God?
2 Thessalonians 1:5-7, All this is evidence that God’s judgment is right, and as a result you will be counted worthy of the kingdom of God, for which you are suffering. God is just: He will pay back trouble to those who trouble you    and give relief to you who are troubled, and to us as well. This will happen when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven in blazing fire with his powerful angels.

Monday, July 16, 2012

John 7:24

So after coming home from Bibleschool I realized that I would soon be needing a vehicle.  My first method was searching kijiji to see if anything came up that struck my fancy. Then on Saturday my dad took me to look at two of the cars I had found.

The first was a gold sunfire, it came with two sets of tires, was clean inside and everything seemed to work properly. However on the outside the paint was peeling and upon inspection my dad figured out that two of the doors had been replaced, therefore red paint was peeking out from underneath ( spare parts from a red sunfire). I wasn't too inpressed with it due to the outside and the fact that it had been hit and therefore repaired.

Next Car was purple and I was pleased with the outer appearance, I wanted this purple car so I hoped that everything would be in order when i drove it. I peered inside and saw that some of the interior was ripped and worn and the seats were stained as well as the floor. When we test drove it, we found even more problems. I was disappointed, however God used this experience as a learning one.

It struck me as we were driving home.
1 Samuel 16:6-8, "The Lord does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.”

Here I was doing exactly what I wasn't supposed to, I was more concerned with the outside and not the inside( heart of the car) . Have you ever done that with a person? Met someone and immediately judged them by the way they looked. I have. And God has reminded me time and time again that the inside is more important. However, we live in a world where value seems to be placed upon outer beauty. But God doesn't. He made a world where everyone has the potential to be beautiful, and I'm not talking about plastic surgery. Our hearts can be beautiful!!! <3  When you think of Jesus, what do you picture?
Read Isaiah 53. It says that "He had no beauty or majesty to attract us to him, nothing in his appearance that we should desire him."

What does that say to us, that we should desire to be outwardly lovely? 
I don't think so, he didn't want people to be drawn to him because of his appearance. He desired to be known for his inner beauty and to affect people from the inside out. When we start working on our inward appearance, it starts to come through outside. Perhaps when a person saw Jesus they didn't think, "Wow, what a handsome fellow", but I believe that after a conversation with him, hearing him speak, or even seeing some of his actions they may have thought, "That Jesus is such a beauty!". Our inner beauty can and will shine through, if we focus on Jesus and becoming more like him.
Ecclesiastes 8:1,
Who is like the wise?
Who knows the explanation of things?
A person’s wisdom brightens their face
 and changes its hard appearance.


1 Peter 3:3-4, Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as elaborate hairstyles and the wearing of gold jewelry or fine clothes. Rather, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight.

Outer beauty fades, but inner beauty lasts on and grows, so instead of waking up in the morning and picking out the features that you dislike about your appearance( gold or purple). Consider how God sees you and maybe take time to examine your heart, <3
John 7:24, Stop judging by mere appearances, but instead judge correctly.”


Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Flowers

Matthew 6:27-29; Proverbs 10:25; Isaiah 32:8. Today I went horsebackriding by the river and as we rode through the forest my grandma pointed out a lily among the green plants. After some thought I realized that in life we have a choice, to be flowers that stand out among the green or to be part of the green, blending in with our surroundings. Sometimes it's easy to be a flower, like at church or in easy situations. Other times it's much easier to blend in like a leaf among other leaves. To follow what everyone else is doing even if it's not right. As Christians we are called to be flowers all the time, not just when it's easy. To stand out because of our love for Jesus and our desire to follow him. It says in Job 14:2, "They spring up like flowers and wither away; like fleeting shadows, they do not endure. " Those aren't the kind of flowers we should be. We need to endure, and the only way that we can is through the blood of Jesus. In situations when you know that you need to stand up and stick out like an orange lily among the green, remember that you are not alone, Jesus will be the roots if you let him. So put your trust in him today and when you face a difficult task, choose to be a lily among the grass :). And maybe you'll find another lily in the midst that will stand beside you!
2 Peter 3:14  So then, dear friends, since you are looking forward to this, make every effort to be found spotless, blameless and at peace with him.


Saturday, July 7, 2012

Thoughts while Gardening

As I kneel among the weeds in the garden, I thought, "hmm, what can I learn from this?". In between the rows of peas is a mesh fence so that the pea plants can grow upwards, and my job was to pull out the weeds so that they could grow. Many times in the Bible, gardening is mentioned (John 15, Genesis 2). God clearly likes his gardens :). But our lives can also be described as a garden, with different fruits and plants growing.
We have weeds in our lives and some are easier to see and root up (at the front of the plant), but most of them we need God's help to really get to the root of it (behind). (Matthew 13)If we let these weeds grow, they choke out the good plants in the garden , but if the weeds are taken out, the good plants flourish and grow strong. It is similar with our lives, the problems in our lives presently are quite evident but those ones in our past are hidden. It's easier to just leave them or perhaps wish that they would disappear, but they do affect our future.
My question.... what weeds do you need God's help to root up so that you can move forward and flourish in the future?

Monday, June 25, 2012

Traveling

So technically my traveling is two days, but I left Australia at 2:30pm sunday, arrived in San Francisco at 11:00am Sunday and am going to be home at 11:30pm sunday. Kind of like time travel....

So one of my prayers before leaving was that I would sit by someone nice on the plane and that they would be able to keep me company in the airport for awhile. And as I'm walking onto the plane I throw in a quick, God can there be a Christian too! So I make my way to row 40, look to the right and see a man and woman. I claim my window seat and am introduced to the people sitting in my row. Mena and Christian.... haha God very funny :)

Anyways Mena turned out to be a great traveling companion and we got to talk for ahwileand when our plane landed she suggested we hang out together in the airport until her flight left. So awesome and I got to help her out a bit too, by offering duct tape to temporarily mend her suitcase and sharing my lunch since she had no credit cards!
So far so good, now less than 6 hours left until I can board my plane...

Monday, June 18, 2012

Count Down

Wow, to say that my 5 months at Capernwray has gone fast, now THAT would be an understatement. The time has flown and I have learned so much. Plans have changed, and so have I.
People keep asking me what I'm going to be doing when I get home and there is no short answer. Capernwray Australia is closing down for a semester to really rethink where they want and need to be, that means I will be coming home and not returning to Australia after a few weeks.

I am a plan oriented person and when I learned that "my" plans had changed I wasn't too stoked. However, God reminded me that I shouldn't be following "my" plans but HIS. This has definitely been one journey that I have been on, so when I gave my plans and future to him I've experienced peace and essentially no worries. *essentially because if I try to take my future back into my hands, there is stress.

 So, God hasn't revealed his entire plan for my future yet, knowing would cause me to plan.So his timing is perfect timing.  He has slowly been revealing bits and pieces and it is incredible as well as exciting. There is less than a week left before I fly home, and I will miss all my new friends in Australia very much, but I am ready to come home and really put everything God has been teaching and showing me into practice!

Saturday, June 2, 2012

In and through...

Hmm, it's hard to imagine that this time next month, I'll be home.. Honestly I'm ready, ready to leave Australia and continue my journey at home. There is so much I've learned here and I can't wait to put it into practice. Lots of what I learned was during prac week, but it's really taken me til now to realize what that all has been exactly.

I suppose the learning started back when we were prepping for prac week, I'll be honest and admit that it was a bit stressful beforehand and I took on more than I could handle, volunteering for anything and everything if there was more than a minutes pause after the question, "Any volunteers?"

If only I had known what I do after prac week, but I'll try not get ahead of myself. See, I had a mini breakdown before leaving and couldn't decide where to begin in accomplishing all the work I had volunteered for, little did I realize that I didn't have to. Even though I didn't really ask God to help me, he did anyway. He made it so that one of the programs due was set back because there wasn't enough information and had people volunteer to help me. When it came time on prac week to use the programs, things changed a bit too. However God gave other people ideas to help me out. At Crystal Manor, Ashley gave the idea about breaking into groups and having a point system instead of having everyone compete on their own for a Bingo. And through that experience God showed me complete and full joy, that later I used in my testimony.

My testimony... whenever I've given it before I had the whole thing written out and started out by telling about my commitment to Christ at the early age of 3. This time, I went up with a single sheet of paper, only notes and an introduction were displayed. I asked God to speak through me and to about  things in my life that the audience really needed to hear. So instead of staring at the piece of paper in front of me... I looked out at the audience, made eye contact and saw their nods of understanding. WOW, that is something only God could have orchestrated. I didn't come across as a person who has it all together or someone who has nothing more to be taught by God. I was honest and talked about the struggles and victories that have been taking place in my everyday life.

So, the real learning lesson came on the bus ride home, everything came together while reading a book (The Indwelling Life of Christ). Through everything that happened on prac week, even when I thought things were going badly, God was in control. He used the program at the Psych ward even when I was at a loss, and comforted me afterwards when I felt that I messed it up. What did I learn, not to worry. When I've got assignments to do, or events to plan, I need to go to God, lay it at his feet, and trust that he'll give me time and the means to complete it all. This week, I've been able to see it work. I have time to get my assignments done, I haven't been procrastinating either, and when I lost my debit card this week, I waited, prayed and found it the next day all with calmness. This doesn't mean that I sit back and do nothing everyday, but neither do I worry about what I should be doing. Today I'm sitting in a cafe' relaxing, blogging and reading my bible. If we are open to God working in our lives, he will.

Revelation 3:20, Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me.

Oftentimes this verse is used when sharing with unbelievers. However it is really talking to believers, everyday Jesus stands at the door of your life knocking, asking if you will let him, to live in you and through you. So, will you let him in?

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Prac Week in Melbourne

Prac Week Team: Woodsey, Zach, Seth, John G, Regan, Sam, John D, Ashley, Hannah, Rachel.
So, we left Capernwray on Thursday morning and traveled to Wagga Wagga to put on a small church service for about 20 people. We stayed at at a pastors farmhouse and got a tour of his land and the building where the sheep are sheared.Dinner was awesome, my first steak since leaving Canada! The service went really quite well, for the most part. There were some minor technical difficulties and I may have mixed up some words in the song I sang and said "Crap" instead of pretending that I hadn't made a mistake...
We all had mattresses to sleep on, which we weren't expecting and despite the chilly house, we had a decent night sleep.

Friday was a complete travel day, had a bit of a sleep and got some amazing packed lunches for on the road. Lots of blessings. We arrived at UNOH at 5:30 and unpacked. Board room = girls room, and Library= boys room. 7 toilets, 5 sinks, and 1 shower.... We've got a breakfast roster and a full kitchen to cook in which is so nice. Dinner + meet and greet with the UNOH team was a bit overwhelming at first but good overall.

Saturday:
Girls Fundraiser in the morning where we prepped food and later helped the girls serve, then some of us went to Crystal Manor which was a sort of care facility. It was SO much fun. There was a 57 year old scottish dancer, and some other characters. Later on, Regan and John D headed off to help cater at the Free Burma Cafe, although they ended up "supervising?" instead lol. They had a great time though and Ashley and Hannah went to a ladies group as well.

Finally today we held a church service at the Church of Christ in Dandenon. GT's. I gave my testimony, and Rachel and I sang our duet. This time we were mic'd and forgot to bring the music with us so Rach figured out the chords before we went up... Went great though.  John, Woodsey and Seth delivered a message on the early church, Sam spoke about communion, and John D was on for powerpoint. Ashley had her testimony on video as well. And then Regan and Hannah were at Rainbow kids service instead.
Afterwards the Church made us lunch and it was really sweet. Then was the event of the day, we get to the working Bee after lunch, had the wrong house number but found out when one of the staff came walking down the street asking if we were lost. We went in and talked for a bit about compassion and then came out for some of the team to leave for another church service and the rest of us to change from church clothes.
....and Woodsey doesn't have the key.....
So the key is locked inside, and there is 20 min until church starts and the working bee had already begun. After trying to break in with no success, we called the Australian equivalent to CAA, while the people involved in the service left and had to improvise since they had no musical instruments or their props for the Prodigal son. While I waited for someone to show up and get the van unlocked since I would be the one wearing nylons and a skirt... Everything turned out though since God is good and in control :) And as I was waiting, I happened to look up into the sky:

Sunday, May 13, 2012

Eventful, to say the least...



So this weekend has been fairly eventful. Friday we had a Prac Week party for which I made Tweeties, big hit, and we watched some youtube videos. Then since we had a swing dancing night. Woodsey, who took swing dance classes for a year, lead it. There was also milkshakes, which, heads up if you ever go to Australia, are not what you would expect. They are pretty much blended flavored milk with a little ice cream. Then as I was showing Woodsey how to make real milkshakes, Regan was dancing and faceplanted on the tile floor. I was oblivious to this dire fact, since I was in the kitchen. So I came out all excited to give someone a milkshake and didn't understand why everyone had stopped dancing, until I went and sat down by some of the girls and they informed me of what had happened. Regan knocked his tooth out of place and skinned his face in two places, they took him to emergency but there was nothing they could do, so Regan pushed his tooth back into place, and so far so good??

Yesterday, a large group of us went into Sydney. We got to the train station just after 9am and found out that there were no trains leaving from MossVale. However, there was a bus. So after our 2 1/2 hour bus ride we got into Sydney and took a train to Circular Quay to catch a ferry to Manly. We had found out the day before that it was supposed to be +21, and deemed it beach weather. Well, that perhaps was an incorrect judgement. We got to the beach at around 1, and the sun was up for awhile, but once it  retreated behind the clouds, it was time to shop. There were a few markets open on the street for mothers day and I bought a really cool wallet made out of recycled newspaper. I was sold before I heard the story but here it is:
**The man making the wallets found out about a company in the states that sells "paper" wallets that are actually made of plastic, so he wrote them a letter about it but they never replied. So he decided to make real paper wallets and chose newspaper, since many artists and photographers are hired in the making of a paper, but their work is thrown away the next day. He gets new material everyday and the paper gets to live on, through something people use every day.

There were free samples in the market as well, which is always good! Shelby and I checked out all the expensive surfer stores, and didn 't buy anything. Then we met up with everyone back at McDonalds, to catch a ferry back to the Quay and then to Luna Park for some rollercoaster rides! Not the best amusement park I've been to but it was good nonetheless. We were there for a couple hours before heading back to try and make curfew, which because of a bus mix-up we were a half hour late for. There may be trouble tomorrow, but we'll come to that later :)

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Quiet Day

I definitely like the idea of Quiet Day, taking the time to spend with God, however the fact that you can't talk to anyone outloud seems a tad ridiculous at times. I mean at lunch when you have something on your face, no one tells you. But at other times people try to communicate through hand gestures, signs, or mouthing words. I mean if you need to ask or tell someone something, shouldn't you be able to?
Anyways I had a great morning, on the bike path by the river. I sat under a tree and read, as well as listened. Then I walked up the path a ways and found a classmate sleeping on a bench with a blanket and pillow, exactly what they told us not to spend quiet day doing lol.

Yesterday, we had a prac week meeting and I volunteered myself to do too much in too little time. I felt really overwhelmed once all I had to do started to sink in, not a great feeling. Then as I was hurrying into lunch, I tripped going up the stairs and hit my knee on the brick, tearing the knee of my jeans, as well as my skin.
This really didn't add to how I was feeling, however, right before I was getting ready to go into town, John reminded me that as prayer partners we should have a prayer meeting. Almost to the point of tears, I agreed. What a blessing, at the time when I needed it most.
In town I bought a new pair of jeans and relaxed a bit, before coming back and starting to work.
I may not be able to finish all the things I have to do, especially not on my own strength, but God can help me, whether its by giving me the courage to ask for more time or placing people in a position to help me.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Sleepy Sunday

I'm feeling so tired today and don't really understand why, my energy has been super low. Had a three hour nap after breakfast and am still not feeling great. I'm not sure if I'm getting a cold or what.

Yesterday was pretty fun though, I went into town and had some noodles from a place called Delicious Noodles and the name of the take-out restaurant did not lie, they were AMAZING!

Then I just hung around the school, after dinner was the student/staff session with Lynton Allen, his pastel drawings really are something! Mine, not so much.

After that we headed to the Briars to meet up with the rest of the students and to get off campus for awhile. Definitely can feel cooped up at CApernwray, even though there is lots of space.
But the night ended in a great game of three on three.

I keep thinking about the month and a half that I have left at school and have such mixed feelings, I honestly feel like I've been here forever and its going to be so weird being at home... I'm sure some surprises are awaiting me too, and soon it will be time to take a leap back into the real world!

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Girls Group

Definitely one of THE best girls groups yet! We started out eating grapes and banana bread (made by Emma and Nicole). Then played Frida's favorite game Knives, but used a container of dry mustard instead. It was kind of like Twister. Then we had Indian Leg Wrestles, which Emma started and by the end of the evening, everyone had attempted.

Randy is sitting right beside me right now and is all concerned that I don't "like" him anymore because I'm concentrating on writing.....

Monday, April 30, 2012

An Eventful Saturday


April 28

So it started out a great saturday morning with eggs, bacon and french toast for Breakfast, the night before we had a huge slumber party in the conference hall complete with movies and lots of food. Later on I was on the computer, and I left it on the bed , nek minute, broken power cord.... That was definitely not a highlight of my day. When I was talking to Rachel and Miriam in the hall they invited me to go into town with them and potentially look into buying a new power cord. I agreed. After looking in the shed for some rideable bikes, we decided to attempt "scootering" instead, and decided on Moss Vale as our destination even though we weren't sure that there was an electronic store.
We took the bike path into Mossy and rode down main street on our scooters, riding down some hills on the way, getting curious looks from strangers and talking to old ladies on the way. Then we made our way to the IGA for something to drink. Sitting outside IGA on the benches we talked for quite awhile and then looked at the time... 5:20. I needed to be back at Capernwray for set and serve by 5:45 and Dinner started at 6. I told them there was a shorter way back along the road and they agreed we could try that. At 5:30 I realized that there was little to no chance we would make it back in time, so I called John and let him know that I wouldn't be on time for set and serve.
Then we continued our trek, mostly walking and carrying the scooters since the path was dirt and not pavement. Up ahead we see three guys walking and as we approach them I start to laugh, Rachel turns to me and I say, "what are the chances that we meet people as we're walking on the side of the road..." , since every time before I'd walked on the side of the road there was never anyone else. I decide that this is a ministry opportunity and say hi, and one  answers back and asks where we're going, we talk for awhile then part ways as we go back to the bike path and ride down the hill on our scooters. By this time I'm inwardly reprimanding myself for not saying more, like inviting them to SN @ C,  or introducing myself. All I know is that him and his friends are going to Relay for Life, at at this point I don't know what that is.
So as we continue on the path and see them above us on the hill, I call out and say "Hey, there is SN @ C on at our school tomorrow night if you want to come..." The same guy I had talked to before comes down the hill and asks me what it is, so I explain a bit and Miriam adds a few things, before we continue on the path. Again I think to myself, wow Brianna you don't even ask his name or say yours, but invite him to SNAC!
 As we're scootering I look above us to see if the guys are there, but don't see them. Then Rachel says, hey look they're in front of us. This seemed really odd to me since we should have been faster and they were pretty far ahead. So we start picking up our pace since Im determined this is a God opportunity and that we need to make the most of it. As both of our groups make our way back onto the side of the road to continue walking, I wait til they are done talking on the phone and then introduce myself, along with my friends and find out the guy I had been talking to was Axel and the others were Sam and Pat.
Since the Relay for Life, still dont know what this is, is at the field before Bowral, we are walking in the same direction. Time check: 5:50. I continued talking to Axel as we walk while Rachel and Miriam fall behind with the other two boys. I find out from Axel that he is 19, and totaled his car which was why they were walking, the Relay for Life is a walk for cancer.
As we talked he told me that I should go to the Relay for Life and that If I did he would come to SN@C, at this point we are at the driveway to the school. Time check: 5:59. He gives me his phone number as the girls catch up. Apparently, Miriam and Sam had a pretty lengthly conversation about Christian beliefs and values that Rachel and Pat listened to. We run up to dinner and agree to accept that we re late and that it is our fault, before going into the dining room. Talking over dinner we filled ppl in on our encounter and Randy, Regan and Morgan start teasing me about getting Axels number. However, when I asked if anyone wanted to come with us to the Relay for Life after dinner, Regan said he would.
So after cleaning up, Woodsy drove us to Relay for Life. I text Axel before I leave and tell him we are coming but get no reply.  We arrive at the walk and see to our surprise a kind of fair ground style site, complete with businesses making and selling food, and other family run boothes. Still no text from Axel and M and R tell me they cant remember what they looked like... We walk around and Regan buys some mini donuts that we all share. Still no sign of Axel after a half hour of being there. Finally when wè re standing by one of the heaters, we spot him walking with some friends, he sees us and comes over. We meet his friend Henderick and talk to him while Axel doesn t say much.
This is our first sort encounter with Axel that night. We see him lots after that but he only comes and talks to us another time. This instant he walks away and says that he ll text me later, letting me know that he got my texts and just chose not to reply. Regan thought before we came that theyèd be drinking but I didn t. Unfortunately Regan was right and I smelt the alcohol on Axel and most of his friends. I found out from attempting to talk to him when he came and sat by us at the heater, that he works as a chef at elephant boy cafè. But we all had a pretty good time, despite me walking in on a man peeing in the outhouse. Regan: If the sign is green, it means you can go in... nek minut ..... So after hearing Axel promise again to return, we left and went to see the Avengers with a bunch of other Capernwray students and it was a great movie!

Friday, April 27, 2012

Fun Friday

This morning we had Prac Week meeting and got our prayer partners as well as discussed ideas on how we'll put on a church service for different churches we've been invited to in Melbourne.
So the guys are all heading out to go camping this weekend and the girls are having a slumber party in the conference hall, with movies, food, and some other sweet activities. It's going to be a fun night. Tomorrow night a bunch of us are thinking about heading in to the movies in Bowral:). I want to see The Avengers and The Lucky One is also playing.

Monday, April 23, 2012

Capernwray Term 2

So back to school, it was great meeting up with everyone again in Sydney and realizing how much I missed seeing them all.
Back to Capernwray with a new seating plan, new lecturers and so far, so good. I did some baking the other day and it's nice having some freshly baked cookies around to share and eat haha.
Well other than that not too much happening. We've had some meetings with our Prac Week team that goes out in May to Melbourne and helps at the ministries in the community. I'm really looking forward to it!

Friday, April 20, 2012

Good-bye

Friday April 13

So our flight wasn't until the evening, so in the morning we spent our time in the House with the brothers. In knowing that we were leaving, in each of our houses' they blessed us by praying for us and offering words of encouragement which left us feeling even more blessed than we already did. To top it off they gave us a card that everyone signed, and chocolate. We may have blessed them, but the blessing we received in return seemed far greater. Then Wai Cheung and his family took us to the floating restaurant for lunch, he is in charge of New Man House and acts sort of like a principal. This time we got food we actually enjoyed instead of weird, unsettling stuff. It was really sweet. Afterwards we went and had some pictures developed to give out to the brothers, this was our last blessing towards them and I know they were touched. The whole trip was well worth it and I would encourage anyone who has an opportunity such as this to go with a willing heart, ready to give, and prepared to bless and be blessed in return. God showed me so much in Hong Kong and has been really teaching me more on my return to Capernwray, I know there is even more in store for my future and I'm excited to see where God leads me.



Nearing the end of our stay...

Thursday April 12

Our last full day in the house and also Western Food Night. The morning was Market shopping with Woodseys friend Joe Joe who drove us around to pick up all the supplies we needed for Western Food Night. The Markets are quite interesting with the variety of stalls for vegetables, meat, and supplies. We went to a butcher, a spice shop, a vegetable stall, and some others all in the same area! You can really find everything there, although I realized that I would rather go to a supermarket, where the smell of dried fish doesn't follow you around. Then we passed a fruit stall and Woodsey insisted that we try a fruit called Durian which he said was something the Chinese LOVE!!! Seth went first and all the while Regan was getting a bit stressed out that he was expected to eat this mushy, yellow piece of fruit. Joe Joe showed us how it was done and finally Regan tried a piece. We all sampled it, but Joe Joe was the only one who really appreciated the taste.

The Durian kept "repeating on us" which is the nice way of saying we kept burping it up... It was another warm day and besides visiting the market for ingredients, we also went to the supermarket for 2L of pop and 15 tubs of ice cream. Once we got back to New Man House, it was time to start prepping for the meal. Honestly overall our team worked so well together and with the help of some Chinese men, we got the garlic chopped, the carrots shredded and the onions diced without too many teary eyes. We cooked for 140 people approx and had leftovers once they were served from our assembly line. One person to put the noodles on, another for the sauce and another to put two pieces of garlic bread, and finally the servers to take out the food. The only things that weren't ideal, was number one that we didn't have tin foil to wrap the garlic bread in, so the bottoms burnt and they didn't toast, and number two the ice cream was a little melted. All in all not big disasters! Everyone really appreciated the meal and it was great that all the brothers could come together and eat together.

English Class

April 11
We taught English class for three classes to the teenagers and it went alright. We talked about the Olympics and did some charades to get across each sport played, then we ended with a game of Bingo. The most difficult part was having all of us there to teach when there was about the same number of teachers as students. Overall it was a great experience, working together as a team to get across our own language in an effective way.
Then in the afternoon, Some brothers and helpers from Block 4 went to Ceshire Homes in the afternoon and Woodsey figured it would be a good experience for me to have, so I had the opportunity to go along. We walked there since it was just downhill from New Man House. The people there were older and most of them were in wheelchairs.We had to wear yellow vests and a security pass, and brought people from their rooms to our sing-a-long. I think they really appreciated us being there, since they probably don't receive too many visitors.The only problem was the heat and the fact that I don't understand Chinese...  add that I'm not caught up on my sleep and you've got eyelid fluttering Brianna through the entire afternoon. It was SO hard to stay awake and afterwards the guys told me that they were sure I fell asleep during prayer. We took the people back to their rooms after and were rewarded for our efforts with a cookie/chocolate gift bag and a can of pop. Then we got ready to walk back up the hill but were met by the van at the gate and got a ride back which was really nice!

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

New Man House

Monday April 9th

This was our day off and we started it off with McDonalds and Starbucks( I probably drank more coffee in two weeks then I have in 18yrs) anyways it was nice hanging out but pretty draining when we went to the busy, noisy markets. It also didn't help that it was muggy outside. Cheung Cha Island was nice, although the food at Mrs. Lambs wasn't... the island was really loud and crowded since it was Easter Monday. They had this festival to honor a goddess and were walking in a procession, hitting a drum and carrying burnt offerings. It was unsettling and not the nicest place to be. Overall though it was a pretty good day, we ate supper at about 9, at Triple O's. Supposedly a Canadian restaurant (according to the sgn) but they served Australian Roast beef, and New Zealand Fish. They did however sell poutine, Canadian...


Tuesday April 10th

A regular day in the house, the teenagers actually got to know me a bit as well. Sometimes when we had sport, they were down there as well and I played basketball with them once and won :). So it was nice being recognized around the property and pretty much everyone knowing my name.

Kowloon City

Sunday April 8th

I got a ride to Kowloon City with some of the girls, the lady who translates at Congregation picked us up in her really nice van. Not too many people have vehicles in Hong Kong unless they are quite well off. Woodsy told me later that him and the boys had been prepared for me to be in very low spirits after the girls house since they had talked to Libby. However, they were surprised to see me smiling and grateful that they had the hindsight to bring me a coffee and an apple crumble muffin. I had indeed left before breakfast at the girls house. After Congregation, we had to get started on Dessert, since we were serving that as well as having Games Night. We rushed into the kitchen once we got back and had some help from  the teenage Nepalese boys that spoke English. Woodsy took charge, calling out directions and getting everything measured out. He felt crushed for time, so we tried to work fast. This worked until he spilt a cake while trying to place it in the oven. We realized that we hadn't prayed. Mop and bucket, then regroup. We thanked the young boys for their help and sent them on their way, then prayed. The rest of it went smoothly, we had somehow bought too much cocoa and not enough chocolate bars, so Woodsy and Seth worked out a different combination to serve the same purpose. The Self Saucing Chocolate pudding ended up turning out beautifully and the guys loved it as well as the ice cream and coke. Games Night was also very successful, everyone got involved and our house leader Nic took note of the games so that he could play them again.



Girls House

Saturday April 7th

We didn't really sleep in, even though we had Night Duty, We wanted to make the most use of our Rest Morning. We were supposed to go to Outreach Friday Night but were rained out and switched to Saturday Night. So Saturday morning we went to Starbucks (not our first or last time!) and organized a games night for both the houses, Blk 3 Saturday evening and Blk 4, Sunday evening. I brought my stuff for The Girls House and after our great morning meeting, we went to find the bus for me to take. I tried asking Woodsy how long it would take to go to the Gold Coast but at that moment he saw my bus and took off running. I wasn't given much information other than that  I was going to meet the leader of the girls house at the Tuen Mun bus stop. So I jumped on the bus and waved goodbye, praying that I would make it to the right stop. I felt pretty at peace about the whole situation and paid attention to the road signs, in  hopes that they would give me a clue where to get off. When I saw a sign saying Tuen Mun, I figured that my stop would be coming up soon so I asked the lady behind me, who only spoke Chinese, if this place was Tuen Mun, she nodded, and I hopped off the bus. Soon I realized that I was at the wrong place, there was no one waiting and the sign said I was at Garden Choi Rd. Fortunately all the buses were going much in the same direction so I got on the next bus, this time asking God to let me know when to get off, as well as looking for a stop that read Tuen Mun.

It was about the second stop when I saw a bus junction and knew I was at the right place. What a relief! I met up with the lady I was supposed to and we boarded another bus to The Hong Kong Gold Coast. On the bus the lady asked if I was prepared to do Night Duty and I answered honestly that I was tired because of my Duty the night before, but that if she needed me to, I was willing.


Upon arriving to the girls House I was met by Hot Pot, a bit like Potluck except that everything is thrown in a pot of boiling water to cook and then scooped out. It was alright, but definitely not the best Chinese food I'd ever had. Most of the girls knew some English and were interested to talk to me. They were struck by two things about me, my height of course, since most of them are about 5ft tall, and my green eyes.

The property was about 10x smaller than New Man House, as well there were less girls. However there were too many girls for the small tower like structure that housed them. It wasn't very clean, and the girls were crammed into the rooms. The atmosphere was really heavy and the whole place was spiritually draining, I started to get a bad headache and felt emotional and almost started crying. I couldn't figure out why though and I prayed about it, and was given relief. I later found out that Libby was supposed to live at the girls' house for three days a week but when she went, she couldn't deal with the atmosphere or stop crying and now only goes Sunday nights. God was definitely watching out for me!


Right away I spotted who I thought could be the New Girl. She was rough looking, really skinny and missing many teeth. I was hoping that it wasn't her, because of her rough appearance, or at least that I wouldn't have to do Night Duty... But as the Night went on, my heart softened towards her, and when I was told that I had first Night Duty, I was prepared.

The guys had  great experiences at Outreach in the meantime, as well as earlier on, Seth getting lost in the mountains with some helpers and brothers from their House. God protected all of us and gave us encounters to build us up!   

First Night Duty

Friday April 6th

So Woodsy had asked me early in the week If I wanted to visit the Girls House if he could arrange a day and I said sure, on the basis that I would be visiting to see how its different from the New Man House. So he told me friday that the next morning I needed to bring my overnight stuff so that after our morning out, I could head there. Friday Night was my first New Man Duty. It went quite well, I had second shift. So I went to bed at 8:30pm and then woke up at 2:15 am to head to Blk 3. The other guy on duty in the next room brought me noodles at around 4am and the New Man slept almost the entire time, save for a bathroom break. He was a loud snorer but maybe it was a good thing, since it kept me awake. The duty went fairly quickly since I prayed in tongues and drew some pictures. The boys also had night duty and got to talk to their charge since he could speak some English. He told Seth and Regan afterwards that without them and their prayers, he wouldn't still be there.

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Hong Kong Extras

Food we tried: Squid; fried and boiled             pork rib                                    Tofu

                        chicken feet                             fish balls                      Fish Eye soup

                        pigeon                                      oyster pancakes                       Prawns

                        pig skin                                     beef balls                     Duck

                        cuddlefish                                Radish cake                 Squid

                        shrimp                                     pig stomach                 Cockles

                        fish belly                                 coconut bean jelly



Quotes:
"I don't feel full, but I definitely feel done." -Brianna
After the meal at Kings Palace, it wasn't the greatest...


"I thought I was hungry, until I took a bite of pig skin." -Regan

"I feel legit full now, not just done." -Seth

"It tastes like normal jelly, just with a little bit of Chinese flavour." -Woodsy

"When Woodsy tells you that the Chinese Food is 10x better in Hong Kong, he's lying." -Regan

"It didn't taste like plum to me... I love plum!" -Woodsy

"I'm not a big fish...." -Brianna
I was going to finish with the word person, but I thought no one was paying attention to what I was saying, so my sentence trailed off.... they were listening!

"I'm not a big black guy." -Seth
As he walks out of a store that sells all black clothing...

Five Chinese Flavours:

Sweet, Spicy, Sour, Salty, and Bitter

Colors:                                                 Looking after New Boy:

Hungsek=red                                       In the day there are two hour shifts, starting at 7 am. All

lambsek=blue                                      the brothers and helpers take turns. Night shift: 7pm-10pm,

loksek-green                                        10pm-2:30am, and 2:30am-7:00am.

wongsek=yellow                                  The first 10 days he is watched 24/7

Schedule:

Wake-up 7am

Morning activity (praying in tongues, stretching, VBC) 7:30am

Breakfast 8am

Brother Sharing Time 8:30am

Esso 8:40

Worship and Bible reading 9:30am

Cleaning 11am

Lunch 12:30pm

Activities/Lessons 1:30-4pm

HFC Games 4pm

Shower 5:30pm

Dinner 6:30pm

Worship/Prayer Group 7:30pm